Sunday, November 9, 2008

few more hours before 19

it was such an experience having to live at the age of 18. i had so much fun and met new friends and have the first tastes of the bitter-sweet life of hollywood. its so much better on the top. im a few hours to 19 and all i think about is what ive done and what to do to advocate change at (least obama and me get that in common). I always thought that i got to accomplish something before the annual turnover but then again i was a little over excited over things that i almost overlook the possibilities. i had planned to joined the teen vogue photo fashionista contest but i missed the deadline. still planning to pass an artwork at the nylon mag but just couldn't start any. i swear, this is definitely a sad thing! having to see the ferocious sun rise and fall. the sight is so heartbreaking. i wasn't able to finish what has to be done and in some ways start what had to be started. im still 18 this point and going to my last stage of being a teenager. good thing to reminisce the 18 years of existence and maybe a couple more years of life. there are so many things yet to be spoken. still a couple of things to be discussed. a million and one facts worth knowing. a dozen more LV bags yet to be designed. a gazillion more balenciaga and lacroix runway shows, still more dior and chanel hautes. i am just starting to bloom into a magnificent person. i am starting to change old ways and start things ive never ever experienced. how is it like to be a boss of a million-dollar company? i guess, its endless on the top. nostalgia. ive done my wishlist for christmas and things to be done before 18 but i guessed i was a total fail! i was a flop that i don't get what i've always wanted.
enough of those cakes and candles. those childish things. i guess so! there is more to birthdays that gets to be noticed, like... i can't think of anything so pardon me! when i was still a kid, i used to think that life was this and that and birthdays was more of the gift receiving event. little did i know that it was more than that. it was more of a proof. yet when i was still a little bud i would suggest that i would soon be my own profession. lorenz-eer like and engineer. but it sort of another dissapointment. but then again it turned out to be another engineering practice, that is fashion design engineering if that term really exist. funny! ive always wanted to experiment and do lab works. ive always been fascinated to form, and lines, and texture, and fabrics. i think that once you have the fashion within you, its like education, it cannot be stolen. sound a little cliche but its true. for so long ive breathe fashion and i think i would die a fashionable death. i will now start a life that is branched out. that every choices had to be justified. but in the world of fashion, every second, every runway, every dress is both a history and a legend.

quotes from my favorite designers:
from coco chanel
In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different.
from yves saint laurent
Fashions fade, style is eternal.
from ralph lauren
I don't design clothes, I design dreams.
from giorgio armani
The difference between style and fashion is quality.

still many more to mention...

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